

I would, but I live in a small town of roughly 7000 people, and it's nothing but dumb, manly blue-collar tradespeople, and I hate it. You gotta get out more, experience the world and find a hot guy to have fun with. Of course, I'm anti-social, and I'll sometimes go several weeks/months without leaving my apartment, so I'm not around people enough to experience anything. I've never had anything like that happen to me before. While at work I recently had an old man sexually harass me, lol. I've never had anyone tell me that they were attracted to me in public before, and everyone just assumes that I'm straight when they see me. The problem being since I'm feminine alot of masculine and older guys like me T,T I like guys with their bangs brushed forward like Anime characters. I'm homoromantic, and I'm only attracted to penises, but I'm not attracted to masculinity or facial/body hair. Interestingly, trans people say I am straight. And besides I was always destined to end up committing to a woman anyway due to wanting to have my own family some day. But I told her it isn't like that I can be attracted to someone and not be in love with them. She saw it and was very upset because she felt that she can't compete with a trans person because they have the best of both. I had forgotten that I had my profile page open but minimised. Suddenly people just wanted to use me and for me to use them and this caused me to have a breakdown.Īnyway, one day my girlfriend (now fiancee) was at my place and used my computer for something. I had only ever pursued women with the intent of dating longterm. Alot of people wanted to hook up but that was an alien concept to me at the time. I signed up there and became insanely popular. I then got told about another website that was exclusively for trans people and those who admire them. Anyway I sent a few messages and straight away people were getting back to me. I was shocked! I thought it was a rare thing.

I was curious if there were any trans people on there so I searched and saw that there were thousands in the country. It was the first dating site I ever signed up to. One day back in 2011 I was watching some porn and for some reason I decided to click on one of the ads on the page. I spoke with a therapist at a sexual health clinic when I was 21 since I was grappling with my sexuality, masturbation and religion and she explained to me that sexuality is fluid. I guess I just liked how convincing trans women can look and it turned me on being able to see them orgasm since women can easily fake it. But when I came across shemale porn, traps, futanari, femboys, newhalfs etc. I never liked gay porn I know that for sure (Im a 0 on the scale when it comes to men). I remember one called freaks of nature and it had midgets and all sorts. But then I started trying her other porn. At first I just used to buy the ebony stuff. In my early teens a chinese woman used to come into the barbershop with dvds for sale. As you all know I have been dating females since I was 11 years old.
